the world has turned
and left me here
just where I was
before you appeared...
stranded in a past
that I can't cope with...
wondering what to do
after all my dreams
have scurried back
into the shadows...
my crippled mind
wishing for your love
which I will
never again have...
left behind trying to
catch up with a life
I never really
believed in...
missing your love...
and hating myself...