I imagine you...
showing up at my door
wondering where HE is
asking if things are still a mess
pretending to chat casually
visibly holding back
wondering where HE is, again
yet now, not caring
you're intently staring
big brown eyes
screaming at me
big brown eyes
lusting for me
restraints are weakening
as you start leaning
my mind's careening-

and then I see you...
show up at my door
ask where he is
chat casually
and leave