I didn't want
to come down
from where I was...
it had taken me
so long to get
there...
I was so happy
I almost forgot
what it was like
not to be there...
reveling in the
ecstasy and
weeping tears of
joy that only
a few souls
like me
could appreciate...
I never wanted
to leave the
only happiness
I ever knew...
but here I am...
scrambling around
in this inescapable
pit of depression...

again...